cynical behavior

2/24/04:
    My laptop was stolen out of my room last week.  So for nearly seven days I was without access to this site.  I needed a computer of my own and so I spent every cent I have on a new one but now I am broke and in some extra debt. 
    Because I have the most wonderful friends in the world, a charitable fund was set up to help me get back on my feet financially and emotionally.  Right now, LowExpectation.com is dedicated to those who have helped me out with kindness and love.  Those who can't afford monetary donation or the offering of buying me food and alcohol in time of need are
   Tonight I learned Dreamweaver and will now be editing with it rather than Front Page.  Give me your patience and LowExpectation.com will continue on better than ever.  I take my loss as a sign.  It could mean that God does not mean for me to be a writer as could also be defended by the loss of all my work from the year 1997 and now this or it could mean that I have to devote all my time, money and concentration toward my goals as a writer.  I choose the latter.  If I were to give it all up and sell popcorn for the rest of my life, I may as well be dead. 
   

 

 

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