cynical behavior

10/30/03:

I just realized that I live in "Friends".  I need to watch more movies and hang out less.  Drink less beer, write more reviews!   I've got these female friends who are like Heathers and Jawbreaker combined, if that even makes much of a stew, and I just want to be the brooding, loner anti-hero that is J.D.  Instead I'm the metrosexual listener, the Jack Tripper, the Brian Krakow-Rickie Vasquez combo platter.  One day I will be the Jordan Catalano.
     This week I watched more films, though, including Veronica Guerin and Wonderland in the theater and the amazing must-see May on dvd thanks to my renewed Netflix account and my new Philips progressive scan player.  I also saw This Blue Holiday play at Mercury Lounge in the city with Low Flying Owls who are unbelievably disappointing live.  That night I witnessed what could be the worst case of smothering and clueless interaction with the opposite sex I've ever seen.  The story is too ridiculous and long to go through here, but I'm happy to tell everyone about it another time, maybe at a party when I come out of my room.  I have some Robert Benton discs to watch before Human Stain com

10/20/03:

I decided to make a blog or whatever it is called.  I talked with Drew about having some kind of format for his contrasted attitudes.  He will be my Cinemesis!  I have to work out how this can happen.   Saw Kill Bill last night and it blew me away.